I went outside, down the East parking lot, nothing, I ran inside, checked all their hot spots, Nursery, drinking fountains, stairs by the stage, bathroom...nothing. Tyson checked the entire building inside and out (TWICE). Adrenaline was kicking in and we were running around searching as fast as we could. We disrupted every class the Spanish branch was holding and by this time the entire choir was helping us look.
I've had plenty of practice looking for lost children at the Treehouse Children's museum, with our radio system and all the staff we could find any kid in less than 2 minutes. I was hopeful with so many adults we'd find them quickly.
It had been 5 or 6 minutes by now and to Tyson & I it felt like an eternity.
I was over on the West side of the church outside now, I saw Tyson come around the corner on the lawn, we clamped eyes and both of us read each others thoughts.
Never before had I felt such an awful feeling. By now I was sure something horrible had happened. Every horrific idea blasted through our minds, she was run over by a car...kidnapped...etc.)
My panic state was increasing faster and more intensely with ever second that passed by and I was just about to lose it. I was standing next to Bill our organist, he knew I was about to hit my limit he began telling me, "It'll be ok Laura, we'll find them..we'll find them...."
Another 10 seconds went by...I had been praying like mad this whole time....and... finally someone hollered "WE FOUND THEM!"
Ahhhhhh I was so relieved! I still don't know who exactly found them, but they were safe in the tiny deacons room, door closed, lights off, drawing on the chalk board and to me that is all that mattered!
I hugged my baby so tight and kissed her 10 times over!
Tyson and I were very grateful but the rest of the day we were pretty shaken up about the situation. It was totally our fault for not keeping a better eye on her and luckily she was alright.
I never want to experience something like that again. It was maybe only .01 percent of what parents feel when their children are kidnapped or lost for real. I will definitely be a lot more cautious in the future... it only takes a glance away or a distracting conversation for them to get out of sight and in a dangerous predicament.
7 comments:
Scary! This is a good reminder for me...especially when Brynlee starts walking.
OH...that is so scary, I HATE that feeling, like you are completely useless....I am glad it was a happy ending!
worst feeling ever.
im so glad everything is
okay.
i'm the champion of
thinking all the worst possible
things that could happen...
miss you guys.
Oh man, I got teary-eyed reading this. What an awful feeling!
Oh, I so feel for you!! My kids are the worst for taking off. Especially Elliette. I have lost them at church and at Kyndals school a few times. In the literally one second that you look away they can be gone. Elliette has taken off from her primary class even. I so feel for you. That panic after a little while of looking is the worst feeling ever!
I know exactly how you were feeling as I have gone through that with each of the boys...in department stores...NOT FUN!!! Minutes do seem like forever when you don't know where they are. I am hoping that I don't have to experience that with Brynley =)
Wow Laura! I knew the happy ending but was still really uptight reading about it!!! Whew!
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